Friday, April 29, 2011

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

1. I'm a dreamer. I dream big, small, and randomly.


2. I love to craft. It's my release from everyday things.


3. Four years ago I had graduated from high school. This year I will graduate with a BS in Biology. Though I've had my moments with biology, I really do love it. I hope I can achieve amazing things and make my way to an MD.


4. Sometimes I keep everything to myself.. other times I'm too open of an open book. Hehe. It just depends on my mood. I feel like I have a lot to share. I'm just not sure if anyone wants me to. Lol.

5. I love my friends. A lot. Even though I get mad... a lot.. hehe.

6. I <3 my dog. I <3 all dogs. I volunteered for an animal shelter for over a year. It was one of the hardest things to be a part of just knowing what goes on.

( Idr where I found this photo. :/ )

7. I like random things. Like a pair of dancing panties with a face.. hehehe
From Doujin Works

8. I... love... sushiiiii~ <3



9. I am me. That's all I can offer. And I hope that isn't too much or too little. :)

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Day One

Ten things you want to say to ten different people:

1. I hate to see you like this. I want to help you, but I've realized that I can't if you don't want the help. I hope you find your way and get out of this slump.

2. I used to have this image of you, but I realized I was just living in what I thought you should be like. And for that, I'm sorry. Although I know now how you are, I can't say I love you the same. Be it more or less, I don't know. I just know it's not the same, but I still treasure you.

3. When I was younger, I wanted to make you proud. Then I got older and wanted to rebel and spite you. Then I went back to wanting to make you proud, but I realized at what expense it was at and that I possibly really just can't do it. I'm not that smart girl that can achieve anything I put my mind to anymore. I'm sorry to disappoint you..

4. I'm impatient for us.

5. I miss how things used to be. Pretend sleep overs during the evenings because I can't spend the night. We grew up and apart I guess.

6. I miss you. Please be un-busy soon. :)

7. You were mean, but I'm glad for all the knowledge I gained. Even though a lot were negative, I also see where you're coming from. You taught me a lot and I hope I can be as good as you are one day.

8. The past doesn't feel like it ever existed. I want us to be friends, but there's always that awkward part where we don't know if it's okay to talk. Haha.

9. I know you care, but sometimes your advice and comments feel condescending. :( We're big kids! Don't worry!!

10. You remember that text you sent me a few weeks ago? What should I do now that it came out the way you wanted it? Lololololol. Lead me, oh great one! haha

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Ten Days

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Expectations

I was watching the news the other day and they had done a segment over anger and people. Apparently a lot of anger stems from our expectations from one another. We expect our friend to be this way, our spouse to act this way, our siblings to respond this way, etc. So when someone doesn't abide by our expectations we become upset and angry. Wonder how they can be so insensitive or clueless. But if you let go of expectations, you let go of the potential anger.

Supposedly.

But how often can we push that aside like that? You listen to your friend constantly, offer your ear, love, and advice, you expect them to act the same. You know, do unto others what you want done to you, or something rather. It's easy to fall victim to our expectations and harder to put them aside because we don't anticipate them as unrealistic. But depending on the person, maybe it is. You think you're giving your undying love to your spouse and that your spouse isn't doing the same, not enough. But maybe he is? Often times we forget that it all depends on the person. Their personality, environment, etc. Everyone is different and that's extremely easy to forget.

I also know that I am not the best person in the world. We all show our love and compassion in a different way and sometimes we may even lose our temper.


This is my dog Coconut. I love him. He never judges, is playful, and full of love.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Dreaming

I find myself dreaming a lot. Probably more than I should. I wonder where this came from? Where my attention span has gone? Not too long ago I had been an avid reader, writer, wanted to be the best, etc. Now I find myself daydreaming, watching the clock waiting for class to end.

There's only about three weeks of school left. Pretty exciting and it's about time. I'm already drained and ready for summer. But another semester ending merely means another decision to make. I think I've finally made my decision on what to do for the future, however, I can't put that in stone until my MCAT score comes back in... two weeks. Yikes! ;_; Very scared.

On another note, A-kon is less than two months away! It's closing in quick, but I still can't churn out things until finals are over. It doesn't mean my ideas aren't flowing.

Something new: hair pins!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Cephalopoda Love!



Currently I'm taking zoology along with evolution & ecology. I have to say, these two classes have made me LOVE cephalopods, especially cuttlefish<3 Those smart buggers and their chromatophores. :3

So while coming up with what things to make for A-kon I figured... why not squids? Haha. It seems to me that anime lovers love octopuses. Hopefully they'll love squids, too. :P I haven't decided on a set pattern yet. I like them both, but I do like the green one better just because I love fat plushies. Tee hee.